Oh God, I've not felt this miserable in ages.

It's cold, I'm so tired even though I went to bed early last night, I have toothache, my wrist (which I've broken three times and which never really healed properly last time) is so painfully I've had to strap it up and take painkillers. I shaved my beard off yesterday obvilious forgetting that I'm a chinless pasty cunt face. Everyone will mention today at work that I'm a chinless pasty cunt face and laugh...

Now I have to walk through the rain and the gloom to catch a train that probably won't turn up.

If my Creative Zen (<<< music related post!) doesn't cheer me up on the way to the station I'm going to start doing smack, possibly as soon as lunchtime.

Awww, sorry Darrin. Hope you feel better soon. Maybe those pain killers will help with the toothache. And you're not a pasty faced cunt! You're a handsome guy -- don't let anyone convince you otherwise!

UK, yo.

...and you don't even get off from work for Martin Luther King Day.

neither do i.

Nor I, but driving in traffic is loads better!!

take a e, listen to some carl craig, and go walk around town.

that might make you feel better.

Mmmm...Carl Craig. Gotta love ol' school techno!

Darrin, I don't have anything really encouraging to say, as I am feeling a bit blue myself today. Just know you are not alone.

I am blue as I am starting back to school today - 3.5 hours of Criminal Procedure and Con Law 2. Sweet. Plus the weather forecasts call for 10 days of rain - guess the weather is getting back to normal.

Anyone that knows me will tell you "That Darrin, he's a big drama queen".

I was fine by 10.30am. Well except my wrist which is still sore. I came home in blizzard conditions so tomorrow might be declared a *snow day*.
This is Martin Luther King day? We should honour our great black citizens, I propose a 'John Fashanu Day'!

I'm miserable right now. Have been most of the week (apart from seeing Saul Williams twice).

I'm thinking about going to the MLK JR. celebration at Jeffersion High School at noon. But I don't think I will. It's 7 hours, and none of my "friends" will be up or want to go by then anyway.

I've been miserable for weeks actually. Just started seeing a shrink last week who told me I have serious anger problems due to keeping stuff inside too much. Which I guess when I don't say what I need to say(which I rarely ever do, I'm queen of repression) it ends up as depression. But it's not every day, just that some days I'm crabbier then others.

Some days I'm actually in a good mood!!

Needless to say I haven't been fun to be around lately. So I hibernate at home a lot. Which makes it worse, but oh well. It's just depressing because I used to be such a happy go lucky person who liked people and very self-less, but suddenly I'm the opposite.

Today I'm fine, just tired. And I have to go run errands since I didn't this weekend, then I have to get my son at 3.

Three times? That starts to look careless, Darrin. I'm sure we've seen pictures of you sans warming facial hair, tho, and I can only give you 'pasty', but 'round here we call it 'pale and interesting'. And like your coworkers have glistening scottish tans!

Glad you feel better

I'm really upset that I woke up at 10am, considering I'm not working today, and didn't really have a good night's sleep and that I just laid in bed tossing and turning until 12:30pm...

Today's been almost a waste officewise, but at least I have the place to myself today and watched City of God for the first time, as I brought in my laptop - by golly that's a good film...

Thanks for the template. Chin up kiddo

And Darrin, sure you are overly dramatic about your situation but yo, keep your head up partner.....

You could be posting from prison or worse.