here goes...
i'm gonna hit Submit......
<suck air through teeth! hold nose!>
and.....
toots presents, "In Defense of Dreams:"
regardless of fault, but agreeing with billy g that consumers of "free" music should own up to their complicity as well in this whole shit show, i gotta say as a former musician on the road for ~7 years, it is a bit suicide-inducing to have spent all that time working away from loved ones making jack shit only to wake up one day to the realization that the big payoff (or even the eventually-over-time payoff) ain't ne'er happenin' because your industry/support system is collapsing/eating itself.
it's one thing to put out a turd record that nobody buys, you can always try to write a better one next time and hope it catches on. but if nobody buys anything ever moving forward...show me a passionate artist who doesn't dream of earning enough to do their craft as their job, full-time, and i'll show you someone full of sparkling doo-doo.
i didn't wake up every day wishing to be a software developer like i am now, but i did wake up every day wishing to write, record and play music. even now, 5 years after i put the band behind me and "entered the job market," this still feels like a temp job between tours/studio sessions, where my "real" work commences after i put the kid to bed and turn the mics on.
it is also possible that i cling to my naivete.
brazil was never going to be the next radiohead or whatever, but the days of being the kind of working band that can put out an album every 1-2 years, tour clubs for 6 months and then take another chunk of months "off" to write and record are gone. all i needed was $35K to make a proud living at the time (i had a kid, wife and my $500 mortgage. no couch surfing/van living for me), and believe me i milked every income stream i could. and i still got sent to collections. and divorced. and entered said job market 7 years late playing catch-up.
i'm not saying downloading was the direct cause of any of those woes in our case, but the connection between a hemorrhaging music economy and the subsequent dwindling support (tour support, marketing and promotion, distribution channels, all of which have a residual effect on other income streams such as how many people are buying your tickets and tee shirts and even just giving a fuck, really) directly affecting "working" artists (not mega-stars who won the pop culture lotto) and their state of mind is not nonexistent. being borderline unemployed and at or below the poverty line feels the same for any field.
i'm glad anthem covered therapy back in the day, because i used the fuck out of it...
so yeah, the genie's out of the bottle and everyone should play ball, etc, and not having your band blow up is kind of a first world problem. i'm not really rebutting anybody, just giving my perhaps jisdointed 2c here because i don't have a fancy blog.
also, yail bloor killed vic chesnutt
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