Well, I am so broke I am worried about making my cellphone payment. I don't really have another guaranteed paycheck, and I am getting married in a month. I resorted to liberating a bottle of booze the other night because I knew I needed it, and we are down 4 with 3 days to go until election, and my dad just got divorced again.

I have a feeling that either everything will break my way, or it will al break on top of me, and I will be FUCKED.

I'm as they say, stretched a little thin.

Jesus, bubba. Have a drink on me tonight, would ya?

i'll jump in the back seat.
you can sit up front.
radcliffe is driving.

Its the not being able to afford booze that really gets to me

That and, for the first time in I think, ever, I have payments and shit.
House
Car
Phone
Insurance

and no guaranteed patcheck.

I think I liked it better when I was putting most of my money up my nose

I met a dreamy company in Boston, and got f'ing spoiled. Now I can't find anybody out here fit to hold their jock, and will probably end up taking a job I don't like because I can only work locally.

In lighter news,

1. You found the girl.
2. You kept your enormous foot out of your mouth long enough to land her.
3. The rest is trivia.


There are days where this is all that keeps me pointed the right way. Take heart.

Didn't your dad just get married again like recently?

Rant post:

Why does it cost so much to be healthy? If I want to join a gym or take classes, it's at least $30 a month. Even that's only going to get you the YMCA minus the classes. And then buying fresh produce and organic meats and healthy food costs a ton. Meanwhile, I saw a sign at Burger King the other day: 2 Whoppers for $4. I eat fast food (BK, McDonalds, Wendy's, etc.) probably three times a year. Why not eat it every day and use $20 a week on food? Who cares about heart attacks?

Not rant post:

I actually went out on Friday, to a bar setting, with a girlfriend and had a good time. Didn't even feel boring. I guess bitching about it on Friday worked some wonders for me.