awww. my welcome thread got some more attention. nice!
the truth is... i still check in around here every so often... and occasionally even talk to a couple of you once in a while.... (usually not on obner, though. myspace or aim or email or whatever.)
i don't even remember why i stopped coming around as often.... other than some pretty shitty things happening in my life that caused me to kinda stop a lot of things to take care of them....
i'm assuming some posts in this thread were deleted by ft????
contrary to what some may think or have said... i'm not 'weak sauce'....
MOST of the time i was laughing along. but sometimes it was like 'enough already. get over it.' i just really don't get the whole 'being mean just for the sake of being mean' thing. and it's not 'my self-esteem' that takes a hit with that. i just don't understand the pointlessness of that. and, i don't understand the negativity you're passing along. and, maybe i'm just used to my sunshine world of posting on hippie/jamband message boards (which can actually be 1000x more brutal than this place...). but, i just don't get it. and, quite frankly, i'll stick to my sunshine world.
so, i came here for music. music i can't get where i normally 'hang out'. so, i take what i need and leave the rest.
The Mayor of Simpleton Wrote:
Actually, I think it's pretty obvious Radcliffe has a little crush on me, like when kids back in school had crushes and the only way the little boy could resolve it was by punching the little girl he had the crush on. If he seriously didn't give a shit about me, he'd not even bother with me. I think it's rather cute.
that's pretty much what i figured about ayah in regards to me anyway. so, whatever.