- I am so exhausted.... ever braced yourself for something-- an event, a trip, a confrontation-- and after it's over you're so emotionally drained, you can't even sleep? Yep, that would be me. I needs ma caffeine.

- on the other hand, a big part of me is very very happy, content and so excited about moving forward.

- confused? yep, you should be, haha.

I suggest you smoke a joint and take a nap.